Reblog — Hey you. Yeah you. You’re cute.
Reblog — My every day
Ever since I’ve dropped kpop it’s been odd. For the past 7 years i would always have an obsession and now i dont. In middle school it was manga and high school it was kpop, but now it’s nothing. Not being engaged in a fandom or having a deep interest in something makes me feel a bit off.
I started college and slowly started to drop things that i considered a distraction. First one on my list was kpop, and next is the internet all together. Many may think, why not just manage your time? Well, haha, funny thing about that…..is that i know myself far too well. I know that i would continue this procrastination cycle. I stopped being active here for awhile now and i also stopped being active on twitter. It’s locked now.
Oh, i still procrastinate but not as much as i used to. I started to think, if i want to reach my goal i have to drop everything and get serious. For example, recently i started my night class of math and before i started that class i learned to drive bc honestly…..it’s not safe to take the bus at night.
Having started that math class got me thinking, if i was able to set my mind to getting a license then i can set my mind to excel in this class. I’m bad at math but i know i can do this if i try my hardest. I have to push myself.
Many people say they “cant” or “it’s impossible.” You sure? You may believe u pushed yourself hard enough but u can do more.
Things begin to get serious before you know it, time flies, and you gotta push yourself.
I miss everything, everyone.